I received a call this morning from my man telling me that the plans for my Africa trip have fallen through. I won't be able to see him now until he comes back home which is still another 2 months away. I should have known this was going to happen. I had dreams about him all last night and in the dream every time I went to touch him he was always just out of reach. Then I get the phone call this morning and find out that he is now really out of reach and all I want to do is hold him.
Its so frustrating when things are out of my control and I can't do anything about the situation. His voice seemed so sad on the phone when we talked and I could tell he was disappointed too. Once I am over my whiny fit that I am in right now, I will realize the positives and that is he is safe and I was able to hear his voice tell me how much he loved me. I'll just have to keep counting the days until he returns and then I plan on holding him tight and never letting him go.
In the meantime, I will spare everyone that reads this my whiny mood and go wake my flat mate up and whine to him. After all, that is what room mates are for.