When I took this job, I didn't really think it would be that hard to say goodbye for a few days or a week to my man. I figured what's a few days.
I didn't realize how many days in a month we would be apart and its becoming harder, not easier to do. When we're apart, I just miss being close to him.
We just spent the last hour holding each other laying on the couch. No telly, no music, nothing but the sound of our heartbeats and breathing. The smell of his cologne, the warmth of his body, the softness of his neck and the pounce of my cats.
Yes, my cats. He was lying on top of me and they jumped up on his back and laid down. It was the cutest thing. Even though I was under the crush of all three of them, it was wonderful. Everything I loved was right here on the couch.