Gareth woke me up this morning with a promise of breakfast on the beach and watching the sunrise. It's pretty warm here today, about 43 degrees outside right now but very cloudy and will probably rain before the day is out. Its been awhile since I went down to the ocean and had a good look at where I've spent most of my life the last few years.
I've missed being out on the ocean and I've been struggling in my head when deciding to go back to it or do something else more safe. But this morning as soon as I saw the ocean and the smell and watched some ships go by I could feel it in my bones that I ached to get back out to sea. You want to go back out there Gareth asked me and I replied I did.
So I called my boss when I got home and told him I didn't want a desk job in the office, I wanted my old job back on the ship and he assured me it was still there waiting for me to come back. The new season doesn't start for a few more weeks, so I still have time to finish healing and get back to full strength.